Gimpy Folks

Saw that some guy here now sports a "trump for president 2024" cap and it makes me feel ill every time I see it on his head. I try not to say anything, but its hard to understand why some still believe on this horrible person in office.

Also had to deal with some asshole cutting in line when going to eat as it was the most natural thing for him. This being the same person who was acting up sometime ago as well.

I wish I could say that I could retreat to a quiet section in this place unfortunately there is virtually not a single corner where I can do so. Also with the dact some assholes here think its ok to blast their music full volume on their phones being insensible to others.

Just another day in this place.

This damn OCD continues to bombard me with horrible intrusive thoughts of which it includes my family at times and I'm so sick of it.

One thing is that it tries to undermine me but then tries to hurt those I love by forcing such thoughts into my head when I try my hardest to stop them.

I only hope that medication does its job. I'm not sure how kuch of this shit I can take.

Had a dream where this person I no ponger talk to and never will tried to catch up to me and talk to me after ignoring him. I even pretended not knowing him.

Quite frankly I hope I never find him in my life again, same goes for his brother. The last time someone I no longer tolerate tried to make an attempt to talk to me failed as I simply walked away. I could feel the asshole smirking when I left the place but didn't gave no mind.

That's me. If you cross paths with me chances are I'll never bother remembering you.

Also the person in my dream was wearing a dreadful purple shirt and had an afro for some reason.

Some days ago I had a crappy dream where some guy gets near me cornering me and then circled around me stabbing me on my back multiple times.

Been a while since I had some type of f*cked up dream where I'm being attacked in a horrid way.

Can't wait what my brain conjures up when I sleep tonight.

And I got Loona-

"Like Loona, you are independent, edgy, and fiercely protective of those you care about. You have a tough exterior, but beneath it lies a deeply loyal and caring heart. Your sharp wit and no-nonsense attitude help you navigate through challenges with confidence and resilience. While you may come across as aloof, your friends know they can always count on you for support and honesty. Embrace your inner Loona, and continue to balance your fierce independence with the deep connections you cherish."

I'm pleasantly amused.

Been reading a lot about dealing with OCD and had visited the mental clinic to aid me with that stupid thing. I'm finding ways to cope with it the more I read about it and I'm telling you its making wonders for my life at this point.

I'm still dealing with a lot, but at least I know how to work with it little by little.

That's progress I gladly accept.

If someone online who has claimed to be your friend and be by your side agreeing to anything you've said and acting supportive, then suddenly they would turn your back on you and try hard to harass you after a fallout saying things like "everything that happened to you was your fault" all because you had said fallout with that person who claimed to be your friend from the beginning and even siding with those who had hurt and bullied you in an attempt to hurt you as well, then that person was never your friend to begin with.

And according to them, this is the reason why my account was banned:

"Thanks for reaching out. Upon review, it appears that this account was banned due to Spam Content."

That's silly. Considering that this is IMGR, virtually every account on that site is a spam account, especially with some who post what could well be "sh*t posting" more than just "spam" as they declare I've done.

It is quite a coincidence that I get banned a few days after reporting a NSFW upload someone set up on their account without marking it as such and was displayed publicly. Surely that didn't play a part on my account's ban.

But seeing as this place is run in part by REDDIT or at least, its a part of that hideous place, I'm not one bit surprised that they won't even consider reactivating my account, which is on itself quite dumbfounding.

Well, not missing it really. What I was using that place for was to store some of my images for reference on the HIDDEN section, therefore it wasn't"spamming" their open timeline, but being that I found better places to store said images, imgr can happily go an duck a duck.

And its all good.

Had a ball watching a Tex Avery clips video uploaded which was also pretty inspirational for me to try my hand at continuing my artistic practice with a pencil.

I'll post the link below so anyone reading this nay watch if they like:

https://youtu.be/ACi8TYDfrsQ?si=u4XVN6hYF8PMw0sV

Speaking of animation, been watching The Amazing Digital Circus which is indeed, amazing.