Yesterday was a mixed bag.

Dec. 20th, 2025 04:08 am
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I went on my way to the optometrist clinic for an eye exam, and decided to get to the food court
inside a building to eat something first. Some shoeshine guy started acting up before I sat at a table, screaming at me saying to leave his damn table alone, and that it was reserved. He was just shouting like an incoherent homeless person (which he looked the part, I might add,) waving his hand in front of me to get me away. Well, I didn't backed down on that, in fact, I stood on his face angrily stating that he can't talk to people like that, no matter who it is. The fact that table was supposedly reserved for him wasn't the issue, it was him acting like an asshole about it. I simply had to put my foot down about that.

Hours before that nonsense, while I was waiting for the bus, there were some people arguing nearby, with an old, white guy ending up kicking a younger person in the ass. That forced a laugh out of me, especially since the old guy did deliver on wanting to kick his ass while fuming at the other person.

I guess some people just love being aggressive and incoherent.

As I resumed to my destination, a young black man approached me asking of he could have a sip of my Big Gulp™ I was drinking from. I gave him the entire cup, telling him it was fine for him to drink from.

And yet there was another guy who wanted me to buy him something from the fried chicken establishment I stopped by. I refused. Sorry, I can only be a nice guy in the same day. That, and I was broke anyway.

The eye exam went pretty well. My eyesight is still deteriorating and now I'll have to start wearing bifocals, but the Nurse and Doctor were nice. The doctor in particular recognized me from the last time she did my last eye exam, which was a total of 9 years ago.

Wow.

The nurse stated liking my accent, which was nice of her. Another thing I'm also happy for was the fact they no longer use that annoying puff of air straight to your eyes to start the dilation process. Nowadays is a pen-like scanner that they gently go over them.

Of course I had to wear their shades for over 6 hours while my eyes were fully dilated, but the time passed fast and I didn't mind not using this phone during that time.

Back home, I played some Samurai Shodown III using Ukyo for PlayStation. While the loading times are atrocious on that console version, I was able to defeat 7 opponents in a single round, plus the hidden character who challenges you when you don't lose a round on the first 5 matches or so. He morphed into a Ukyo clone for a mirror match, even when the previous match WAS a mirror match against Ukyo. It was a good run.

My therapist gave me some cookies last week on the final session for the year. It was truly nice of her.

So it was a mixed bag of a day like I said. I still resent that shoeshine asshole, but hopefully I also gave him something to think about.

A Housepets story

Dec. 19th, 2025 09:23 am
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Spent most of the morning fleshing out a character I've been building in the Housepets "universe," by chatting with AI about his later chapters in his life, when he goes to that version of heaven, and has a final confrontation with what he has gone through in life, his choices, consequences, and confronting other characters, one being Fox who is also the personification of Winter there, along with King and Bailey, the latter one of my very favorite characters that guy ever came out with in that webcomic. I'd say I have a nice conclusion for him, and a beginning before that, just need to fill in the middle, which is understandably a pain for whoever tries to write, professional or not

On that note, I will state my views on King have softened from seeing him as a blatant mary sue, to a character who went through quite a lot, and should just be left alone, happy with his cute, hot-headed wife of his, and their cute kids.


As with Bailey, becoming my top favorite besides Sabrina, I have stopped seeing her as a character that one would feel attracted to due in part for adult-themed artwork fans create, and lately rick griffin himself, to a character who is attractive on the inside as well, going to great lengths for the corgi she loves and married to. Sure, I'll still appreciate such artwork, SFW or NSFW, but I see her as something more than just a character one oogles over.

Plus she's a Siberian Husky. I love siberian huskies.

If only rick griffin could actually take his own creations more seriously than ending it all in gags and giving into the NSFW demon forcing him to create such explicit art just because ot gts him more attention.

Oh well, at least my perspective about such characters has become refined.

The expensive pears are worth it...

Dec. 18th, 2025 04:43 pm
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(a tiny offering for my goals against self-denial and *for* trying new things.)Even though I'm hoping my next attempts are more exciting, every little bit helps.
Overall, I've undervalued the humble pear.

Blag Sean-Ghaeilge

Dec. 18th, 2025 11:07 pm
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Ar Tumblr, tá daoine ag déanamh blaganna ag aistriú post sa mBéarla do theangacha eile, agus táim ag iarraidh blag mar sin freisin a dhéanamh, ach tá blaganna Gaeilge, Breatnaise, agus Coirnise cheana féin ann. Mar sin, ba mhaith liom blag Sean-Ghaeilge a dhéanamh! Tá blaganna Sean-Bhéarla, Sean-Lochlainnise, agus Laidin ann mar sin tá daoine ag déanamh blaganna sean-theangacha ann. Ach, níl ach Sean-Ghaeilge bhunúsach agam, agus nílim ag iarraidh botún a dhéanamh. Ach dhéanfainn an blag chun cleachtadh, b'fhéidir.

Is faoiseamh mór é

Dec. 15th, 2025 12:03 pm
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Is faoiseamh mór é scríobh sa Nua-Ghaeilge in ionad sa Sean-Ghaeilge, ní chaithfidh mé ceapadh faoi na tuisil sin go léir. Is breá liom Sean-Ghaeilge. Ach. Buíochas le Dia. Tá tuisil sa Nua-Ghaeilge, ar ndóigh, ach tá i bhfad níos lú ag tarlú ann.

Is breá liom Sean-Ghaeilge agus is breá liom a gramadach AGUS tá Nua-Ghaeilge fionnuar agus is faoiseamh é.

Culled so many books...

Dec. 15th, 2025 02:45 pm
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might end up missing some of them, but it was getting like one of those closet gags in here, for real.
now, at least, if I get some books as a present, I won't feel like I need to dig out and stuff.(My brother buys me books, but he doesn't exactly get my taste.)
Changed my google password because it gets me into yahoo, often. Wrote the new one on a sticky like someone really old instead of just, you know, beginning old.
Am I clearing things up for a new beginning or cause it's all over but the shouting... verdict's still out.
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Ma' siarad tafodiaith hwntw fel siaradwr ail iaith nad yw'n byw yn y de yn gallu bod yn boen, achos ma' siaradwyr hwntw iaith gynta'n gweud wrtho fi mod i'n siarad Cymraeg yn iawn a bod fy ngramadeg yn iawn fel hwntw, ond wedyn ma' siaradwyr iaith gynta o'r gogledd yn gweud wrtho fi bod fy Nghymraeg yn anghywir er bod siaradwyr ail iaith o'r de yn gweud bod yr un peth yn union yn gywir. Ac wedyn so rhai o'r siaradwyr iaith gynta o'r gogledd hyd yn oed yn trïo siarad 'da fi achos mod i'n siaradwr ail iaith o'r de ?? Fi'n gwbod mod i'n dal i ddysgu ond ma'n rhwystredig.

Big day for dictionary fans

Dec. 9th, 2025 01:23 am
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https://www.theguardian.com/science/2025/dec/08/linguists-start-compiling-first-ever-complete-dictionary-of-ancient-celtic

Linguists start compiling first ever complete dictionary of ancient Celtic

More than 1,000 words used as far back as 325BC to be collected for insight into past linguistic landscape

Book ideas

Dec. 5th, 2025 10:46 am
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Potential ideas for books I'd like to write include German (and possibly French) specifically for people wanting to read academic Celtic studies texts in it. Like the "German for Musicians" book I have but "German for Celticists" I suppose. And also maybe an Old Irish-Modern Irish dictionary if no-one else has done it by the time that I'd feel confident enough with my Irish (of numerous time periods) to do that.
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The Unsettling Maturity Imbalance in Housepets!: A Critique of Peanut and Tarot’s Relationship

The recent developments regarding Peanut and Tarot’s relationship in Rick Griffin’s Housepets!—specifically the revelation of Tarot's pregnancy—have been met with hesitation from this reader. While the creation of new families is a common narrative device, the context of this pairing raises significant questions about character consistency and relational responsibility.

The Core Conflict: Adult vs. Perpetual Child

The central issue is the stark disparity in emotional and mental maturity between the two characters. Other central Housepets! couples, such as King and Bailey or Kitsune and Kix, are consistently portrayed as mature adults who navigate their relationships with mutual understanding and responsibility.

Peanut, however, remains a character locked in a state of perpetual childishness. He is the naive, easily bewildered, and highly dependent protagonist, often relying on Grape for guidance in even trivial matters. In contrast, Tarot is depicted as a reliable, mature, and adult figure. The fact that a character like Peanut, who acts by all available context as a child, is now set to father a child with a grounded adult like Tarot feels profoundly dissonant.

Sentience, Responsibility, and Consent

It is understood that these characters are animals, but within the comic's context, they are fully sentient individuals whose actions are guided by conscious choice, not mere instinct (as demonstrated by King and Bailey’s intentional, responsible relationship). The human-level sentience establishes a clear expectation of adult responsibility in sexual relationships.

This brings us to the most troubling aspect: Tarot's apparent unquestioning acceptance of Peanut’s advances. Given Peanut’s consistent, child-like demeanor, it is questionable why a mature character like Tarot would repeatedly engage in sexual activity with him without considering the implications, or ensuring he fully understood them. This dynamic introduces the unsettling possibility that Tarot may have capitalized on Peanut’s innocence, persuading him to continue an act he engages in simply because "it felt good," without grasping the life-changing consequences. Tarot's later uncertainty regarding the pregnancy only reinforces the idea that this was not a planned, mature decision.

Narrative Intent and Uncomfortable Tropes

The creator’s history of producing NSFW art featuring these characters, including explicit sexual acts, does not alleviate the discomfort; instead, it underscores the maturity gap being exploited in the relationship.
My speculation is that Griffin may intend to use the resulting family dynamic as a running joke, with Tarot taking on the sole responsibility of parenting and perpetually protecting the offspring from Peanut's inherent lack of accountability. Unlike the lighthearted comedy generated by the other couples, a narrative built on an adult exploiting a partner’s immaturity and then shouldering all the consequences alone would feel neither funny nor lighthearted.

So what is the problem? Well, the problem is Tarot. As a character who consistently demonstrates relational maturity and emotional intelligence similar to Bailey, she appears to have repeatedly engaged with Peanut, whose demeanor reflects a state of arrested emotional development. This introduces a difficult question: why did Tarot not exercise foresight regarding Peanut, given his pervasive innocence and likely ignorance concerning the consequences of sex? This concern is heightened by the unsettling possibility that Tarot may have capitalized on Peanut's naïveté, persuading him to continue an act he engages in simply because "it felt good," without fully comprehending the life-altering outcome.

In short, Peanut operates as the emotional and mental equivalent of a child, and Tarot, in all senses of the word, is an adult. Their pairing, and especially its reproductive culmination, appears to be an uncomfortable portrayal of an adult leveraging a partner’s inherent innocence under the superficial banner of mutual affection. While the creator may intend a meaningful resolution, the current dynamic threatens to undermine the foundational standard of responsible, consensual relationships established elsewhere in the comic. I maintain my reservations, finding this development, despite any attempts at humor, fundamentally unsettling due to its stark imbalance of relational power and maturity.

I'm a grown-ass man

Dec. 8th, 2025 08:27 pm
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I don't need advice, why?

Cause I'm a grown-ass man.

I don't need to share my feelings, why?

Cause I'm a grown-ass man.

I don't go crying like a sissy, why?

Cause I'm a grown-ass man.

I don't need your help, why?

Cause I'm a grown-ass man.

Some updates ~

Dec. 8th, 2025 08:44 pm
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I hope all of you have been well. Life has been somewhat busy on my end but I've been doing alright overall. Just still a-lot to process and think about.

A-little over a week ago now I think was when Mike and I adopted Fynn, my fathers dog. He also belonged to my mom and nephew but it was mainly my dad who cared for him and worked with him the most. So that has been an adjustment - not too bad but still a change. He and Wiley get along well, sometimes they do rough it up a bit more than I would care for but other than that it's been nice having him here and helping care for him. We need to get him to do his doggy business outside - that seems to be the biggest issue. Sometimes he does and we give him treats when that happens. He is a cairan terrier. The same breed as toto from the 'wizard of oz' (fun fact I know!).

I finished one grief book and I've been reading another. The first one ("Survival Guide: Navigating the holidays after loss") was somewhat religious. Which isn't bad but it's hard for me to get into and understand. I think most of you know from some past posts - I am agnostic. So I do believe in a higher power but I don't know if it is God. But the book was helpful and had some good ideas on what to do mainly during thanksgiving and christmas. It had lists and things to fill out if I needed to.
The second book I am about 100 pages away from finishing ("It's okay that you're not okay" by Megan Devine). It's been pretty good, too. Very raw and realistic. The author lost her husband due to a drowning accident. At times I've had to put the book down because it was just so sad to read. But I do enjoy it, it covers the emotions and thought process behind loss quite well.

I did find out that my mom picked me as her Power of attorney. It feels like a-lot but I just need to learn my roles and responsibilities so I can better understand this. Do any of you have any experience with this?

I'm pretty much done christmas shopping. I hardly did any this year and that was fine. Each year there is always so much pressure on christmas and gift giving. This year I'm just giving to one of my best friends, her mother and grandmother, Mike and his family is doing a christams gift exchange this year. So with that I got his one brother. Also there is a gift exchange at work where we all trade gifts with each other. It's new, the cost was under $5 for each person. I ended up getting small bottles of lotion and some hard candy and candy canes in these little christams bags.

Yesterday was my 38th birthday. It honestly didn't feel all that different. But I think that will be the norm for the next couple of years. I worked in the morning and when I came home from work Mike and I got dairy queen and watched an old christmas movie that I loved as a kid. It's called 'Annabelle's wish' if any of you have heard of it - let me know! It wasn't as bad as I was worried it might be. Also Mike made brownies and I read the rest of the evening. It was calm and quite which was what I wanted.

So I guess that is it for now... it's just been hard to get back on here and write and read. But I hope you all have been well. I think about this site often. <3

Helped with the Christmas tree...

Dec. 8th, 2025 04:57 pm
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Not exactly the way I might have pictured, obvs, but the ornaments that I gave Mom last year look pretty good.

What a week

Dec. 8th, 2025 03:35 pm
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Had a couple episodes where my brain loves to recall shitty past events of my life, such as when slaving 4 years of my youth in High School in exchange for being treated like crap, by students and faculty alike, using things like verbal and physical abuse, racial discrimination, and making me feel like questioning my life at early age. Today, I spent the next couple hours arguing with AI about how after years of seeing how incredibly horrible people can be, in real life and online, you just don't feel like talking to any strangers you meet later on, much less trust them.

All that with the implications of keeping it inside once you learn that whenever you open up to anyone, tey use such things against you in the long run.

Like all the times it happens, I just let it run its course so I can get on with my life.

The only difference is that I am still seeing that therapist bi-weekly so I can have an outlet and not waste time I could use in a productive manner.

I just love it whenever I tried talking to a "kind" person about anything like this, the only thing they kept telling me was that I was a "grown-ass man," or to "man-up."

Keep in mind most of these jackholes write paragraph-long entries about how sad they feel for petty things like not having money to buy latest Anime/My Little Pony figurine, or how much they love the attention they get from their "friends" following them on social media, somehow making them think they are above anyone else.

On a different subject, I've been going through the second disc of Parasite, hoping to finish it before this year ends, and watched Digimon Tamers: Battle of Adventurers, which was leagues better than the botched up mess shown in theaters years ago, incorporating three different OAVs into said "movie."

I also am catching up on Street Fighter II V episodes, last one watched where Ryu faces off against Sagat for the first time in a thailandese prison.

Finn/Fionna Parallels

Dec. 6th, 2025 08:22 pm
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Finn's physical degradation is being paralleled by the degradation of Fionna's moral backbone.

She's losing herself. She agreed to work with her friend's abusive, power-hungry mother (thus pushing him away), and is obsessively chasing this fantasy with Phelix despite him having a girlfriend. She doesn't recognize the effort her friends put in to the event. She is single-mindedly chasing this fantasy of being a hero, while, in reality, she is hurting those she is trying to "save".

The threat looms — both of a physical death (Finn), and a symbolic death of the self (the "Fifi" future).
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A lot of people in the MILGRAM fandom (especially English-speaking MILGRAM fandom) state that Haruka is autistic-coded, as if it's fact. Most recognize that Haruka is coded as disabled. (If you didn't recognize that, I hope this essay will help to explain why.) However, to state that he is coded as autistic specifically is incorrect. Haruka is coded as intellectually disabled.


Now, there are likely two things that contribute to this issue. One is the invisibility of intellectual disability as a whole, and another is the fact that a lot of this has to do with things that only someone who speaks Japanese would understand (such as complex vs non-complex words in Japanese).


In this essay, I plan to lay out what an intellectual disability is and how it differs from neurodivergencies such as autism or ADHD. After that, I want to discuss the way Haruka speaks and uses words, the symbolism in his MVs, and how this lends to him being coded as intellectually disabled. Finally, I want to discuss why this even matters at all. Because, in truth, viewing Haruka as autistic instead of intellectually disabled leaves the viewer misunderstanding his story in a huge way that seems far too common in English-speaking MILGRAM fandom. So, I hope you listen to what I have to say.


Continue? )
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